I had put asterisks and numbers to 3 items in my previous blog that I have to explain.
Here it goes:
(*1): The thing in my nose: I’m guessing that it had been either God entering my body, or my original thought: my soul was engaged and taken from my body. There was nothing in my nose after I ‘came back’ from the journey. The feeling of something being in my nose only happened just about 30 seconds to a minute prior to my ‘journey’. The expansion of that thing was lightning fast and the expansion was huge suddenly, and right then I found myself somewhere else.
(*2): Everyone was there: That was the message that I got downloaded into my head, that everyone is in that place. Of course, at that time I didn’t know the word download. It is just convenient to use it now. At that time I would have said that this message was sent into my thoughts. The controversial thing is that I know that not everyone goes to heaven right away… I have theories surrounding this, I will discuss them later.
(*3): ‘God showed up as the Sun.’ : obviously this is a very controversial statement but that’s how it had happened. Without thinking blasphemy right away, what God showed me was that He is energy from the scientific point of view. And He created us in the image of himself: we are also made of energy. We are also light. Just a lot smaller than God is. This is our real nature. This is how we are after God, looking like God. We are light. Everything is energy in the world.
But then how is that some people can see him as a man, for example. It’s because God could show himself anything he wanted to. I did not have preconceived ideas about God because I wasn’t religious. I had believed in God and I was looking for God but I didn’t attach any shape or form to him. When I met him, I saw Him in his primary form: as light. Matthew 17:2 : “There he was transfigured before them. His face shone like the sun, and his clothes became as white as the light.“ When people can see Him as a man and rarely some people see Her as a woman is because of their own belief system.
I don’t believe that God has a gender. God is the Light of the universe that he had created. He lights up the Heaven as well. There is no separate sun in Heaven, because it is not needed. God is the one that gives us his light and life. And since God is light, I saw him as the biggest light source, the Sun. That is why Egyptians saw him as the SUN as well and they thought that God was the sun, whom they named God Ra. They had seen the same thing I saw but they either believed that our sun was God or they knew that God is the biggest light source in the world in both physical and spiritual meaning. I can’t talk for them. I don’t know if they understood what they had experienced or not. But I’m pretty sure based on their descriptions that one of them or some of them had experienced and seen the same thing that I did.
It’s man who believes that God has a gender. God says in the bible that He created the first people and he created them man and woman. He never said that he created himself a man or a woman, or that he is a man or a woman. God created us in this earthly life to be able to have children and to have company.
The proof? In the heavenly realm we probably don’t have a gender either. Jesus says it in the bible: Matthew 22:30 : “At the resurrection people will neither marry nor be given in marriage; they will be like the angels in heaven.” Why can’t we marry in heaven? Because we are gonna be “married to” God, we are going to be completely satisfied by God. We don’t need to have a partner there. We will see and know each other but we won’t have a gender and there will be no need to marry.
When we can see our ancestors as grandpa or grandma or any other relatives in heaven, that is just for us to recognize them. They don’t need a body anymore, all we are going to be is the light energy that we truly are.
We won’t really need genders because no one is making babies in heaven. God creates the souls and he sends them down to earth, assigns them to parents. That’s why the Bible says that the children are not ours. The children are God’s creations. We just get them in order to take care of them and to love them, so we can grow and learn in this earthly realm.
Before the souls are sent down to Earth, probably they have an assigned gender just beforehand so they can learn their roles.
Could we have female or male qualities in heaven by God’s design for any purpose? Only God knows that. I keep asking him this question but I haven’t gotten any response yet. Maybe it is not important for us to know. But what I believe is that it is utterly wrong to prioritize people by gender here on Earth. Since God is love – and I felt that amazing love from him – he did love me with all that he had. Prioritizing people by gender is a nonsense! That’s what people do here on earth. For nothing else but to have power over others. Punishing females here on Earth is the same sin as other sins and the consequences are gonna be the same as if they hurt and punished males. Romans (6:23): “The wages of sin is death.” We can explain it away, it’s not going to change; we don’t have the right to judge and punish. Our right is only to love. We’re gonna bear the consequences if we do otherwise. God doesn’t listen to manmade laws. It’s not going to save us. God has his laws.
“In your presence there is fullness of joy; at your right hand are pleasures forevermore.” Psalm 16:11
Adrienne 🙏💕🌷

